I seriously think I may be breaking down mentally. My dreams have been getting more vivid and more intense. Maybe I'm taking too much Vitamin D, Zinc, and Quercetin.
I wouldn't call the dreams nightmares but there is usually a sense of foreboding or an unpleasantness to them. The one I had last night wan't unpleasant but it was certainly odd.
I was involved in an orgy. there were four of us, two guys, two girls. The guy and one of the girls were faceless. I mean, I couldn't tell you what their faces looked like and I don't know if they were anyone I know. Maybe I'm repressing it because it's too horrible to remember.
The faceless girl had a nice skinny athletic body. The other female was a girl I worked with at an Italian restaurant over 40 years ago.
I haven't had a thought about this girl in 40 years. As a horny teenager, I had crushes on many of the waitresses with whom I worked in that time frame, but never this girl. In fact, I found her highly annoying. She wasn't unattractive, but just really not my preferred look and as I said, annoying as fuck. I looked her up on the Internet this morning and she does look good for a broad in her 60s. Anyway, in the dream she was an idealized version of the actual girl. She had a body like Scarlett Johansson. BAM! I also remember she had a rose tattoo on her right calf. In the dream, not in real life. After the orgy when we got dressed she was wearing a tight white t-shirt and clamdigger length blue jeans with cuffs and gym shoes. She looked good. During the orgy I had been more into the skinny one, but now the one I worked with was all into me. I really wanted her to be my girlfriend. We started making out and it was pretty cool. Then my wife shoved my in the ribs and I woke up. I guess I must have been snoring.