Fuck. I'm 2 paragraphs in and I just have to say we've got too much going on on the board to take on another thing like this this deserves its own fuckng week

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This has to be a bit, right?

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This has to be a bit, right?

I debated to post this or not here but I dont know anyone else in real life so I'll give it a try.

As you know I'm pretty much live my life as a hermit. I usually don't talk to people in real life and have zero friends. I have some acquaintances here and there or former business associates I run into in the travel industry.

I have not been with a woman in the last 14/15 years. No sexual or emotional contact at all.

I took an odd job at one of the vacation tours here and been doing prep and clean up work for the owners. Its just another gig to keep me going and I enjoy it and really don't expect much out of it.

But then the weirdest thing happened. One of the women there took a keen interest in ME! I couldn't believe it and I just thought it was my mind playing tricks on me. But as a few weeks went on, she made her intentions known directly.

Now don't get me wrong, this woman is not like the women you boys get. She's got some missing teeth, somewhat overweight, and a bit unkempt. But for someone like me who's not been in any type of relationship in over a decade, she's Marilyn Monroe.

So I've been flattered, the ego took a boost, and I am thinking about maybe dating this women seriously. But there's a catch.

I think she's homeless and addicted to crack cocaine. I shit you not. I'm not making this up. She said she use to work at one of the hotels here and I know a guy there and he told me this. She's also like fucked around with a lot of guys mainly due to drug abuse. The guy told me this was like 5/6 years ago when he worked with her. I'm guessing probably lot of oral sex for drug money(???). She got fired from the hotel because she was high and missed work. I asked her where she lives multiple times and she keeps avoiding the question.

So do I hold all these supposed allegations against her? I'm not a very judgemental person, but I'm strongly feeling like I should forget all these social misgivings about her. Or do you all think I'm just maybe being too forgiving since I've not had this feeling of someone else liking me and taking interest in over a decade? I really dont think I would have sex with her, but looking more for companionship.

What do you guys think? Am I being desperate here and my emotions are blinding me to the truth? or go for it?

Don't listen to FF. If you feel a connection with this woman you owe it to yourself to see what comes of it.

I dont know if its exactly crack cocaine but probably some kind of drug abuse. The guy at the hotel described her as a crack whore which I found out later may mean many different things than just doing crack.

As you know I'm pretty much live my life as a hermit. I usually don't talk to people in real life and have zero friends.

that's what im grappling with. is it a connection or just that i haven't felt wanted by a woman in so long I am getting desperate.

that's what im grappling with. is it a connection or just that i haven't felt wanted by a woman in so long I am getting desperate.

Don't listen to FF. If you feel a connection with this woman you owe it to yourself to see what comes of it.

What do you guys think? Am I being desperate here and my emotions are blinding me to the truth? or go for it?

I mean feeling wanted is nice. Before I got married I got picked up in a bar by this Puerto Rican chick who was just into the freakiest shit ever. She... Well it was freaky.
Get some ass.
Bail.
Rinse and repeat.

You are officially my favorite poster


You can do better. This chick has shown you want to get back in. Online dating sounds perfect

You can do better. This chick has shown you want to get back in. Online dating sounds perfect

I'm not really into it for sex. to be honest with you i dont even know if it works down there anymore. it's been so long.