I am tired. I style myself as a vulgar goofball like 98% of the time but the facade is starting to slip. This shit has got me feeling seriously bummed. There appears to be zero room for kindness anymore. Everyone wants to point fingers. Everyone is out for blood. I always knew there was a stark divide between the haves and have-nots, but social media is shoving that reality in my face every minute of every day.

I'm walking around my (suburban!) town and people are out eating and drinking as though there weren'tprotests and riots in nearly every city in this country last night. I felt this palpable sense of disgust looking at them. But I am not angry at them so much as I am angry at my own cynicism.

I feel helpless. Nothing seems to matter anymore and I am starting to wonder if anything ever mattered. Because what happens when the riots are over? Are people going to stop killing each other? No. Is life going to be even incrementally better for the neighborhoods hit hardest by the riots? No. Nothing is going to get better because people don't want things to get better. We want to horde our resources. accumulate things, and defend what little we have the the exclusion of anything else. Nothing else matters. Community is an illusion.

So call me a burrito, simp, whatever. I am done giving a shit because everyone else has.

Peace and love.

I am tired. I style myself as a vulgar goofball like 98% of the time but the facade is starting to slip. This shit has got me feeling seriously bummed. There appears to be zero room for kindness anymore. Everyone wants to point fingers. Everyone is out for blood. I always knew there was a stark divide between the haves and have-nots, but social media is shoving that reality in my face every minute of every day.

I'm walking around my (suburban!) town and people are out eating and drinking as though there weren'tprotests and riots in nearly every city in this country last night. I felt this palpable sense of disgust looking at them. But I am not angry at them so much as I am angry at my own cynicism.

I feel helpless. Nothing seems to matter anymore and I am starting to wonder if anything ever mattered. Because what happens when the riots are over? Are people going to stop killing each other? No. Is life going to be even incrementally better for the neighborhoods hit hardest by the riots? No. Nothing is going to get better because people don't want things to get better. We want to horde our resources. accumulate things, and defend what little we have the the exclusion of anything else. Nothing else matters. Community is an illusion.

So call me a burrito, simp, whatever. I am done giving a shit because everyone else has.

Peace and love.

Life has become very depressing , there isn’t much to live for

You guys need to turn off social media and the news. Seriously, it's poison.

You’re a good dude.

Spank it to something new. Spank it with something new. Spank it with a few.

I love You Bagels

I am tired. I style myself as a vulgar goofball like 98% of the time but the facade is starting to slip. This shit has got me feeling seriously bummed. There appears to be zero room for kindness anymore. Everyone wants to point fingers. Everyone is out for blood. I always knew there was a stark divide between the haves and have-nots, but social media is shoving that reality in my face every minute of every day.

I'm walking around my (suburban!) town and people are out eating and drinking as though there weren'tprotests and riots in nearly every city in this country last night. I felt this palpable sense of disgust looking at them. But I am not angry at them so much as I am angry at my own cynicism.

I feel helpless. Nothing seems to matter anymore and I am starting to wonder if anything ever mattered. Because what happens when the riots are over? Are people going to stop killing each other? No. Is life going to be even incrementally better for the neighborhoods hit hardest by the riots? No. Nothing is going to get better because people don't want things to get better. We want to horde our resources. accumulate things, and defend what little we have the the exclusion of anything else. Nothing else matters. Community is an illusion.

So call me a burrito, simp, whatever. I am done giving a shit because everyone else has.

Peace and love.

I feel helpless. Nothing seems to matter anymore and I am starting to wonder if anything ever mattered.

Life has become very depressing , there isn’t much to live for

Actually, I've had it with the U.S corporate state and the corruption here. My medium term goal is to permanently move to Italy or Bosnia, like the town of Konjic.

I've lived overseas before in Germany and England. Germany was nice, England not so much because of the English. Bosnians seem like very good people.

Watch a concert on YouTube. It's basically the same thing

I am tired. I style myself as a vulgar goofball like 98% of the time but the facade is starting to slip. This shit has got me feeling seriously bummed. There appears to be zero room for kindness anymore. Everyone wants to point fingers. Everyone is out for blood. I always knew there was a stark divide between the haves and have-nots, but social media is shoving that reality in my face every minute of every day.

I'm walking around my (suburban!) town and people are out eating and drinking as though there weren'tprotests and riots in nearly every city in this country last night. I felt this palpable sense of disgust looking at them. But I am not angry at them so much as I am angry at my own cynicism.

I feel helpless. Nothing seems to matter anymore and I am starting to wonder if anything ever mattered. Because what happens when the riots are over? Are people going to stop killing each other? No. Is life going to be even incrementally better for the neighborhoods hit hardest by the riots? No. Nothing is going to get better because people don't want things to get better. We want to horde our resources. accumulate things, and defend what little we have the the exclusion of anything else. Nothing else matters. Community is an illusion.

So call me a burrito, simp, whatever. I am done giving a shit because everyone else has.

Peace and love.

I actually really enjoy the rural UK and Scotland in particular is a nice place to live.

I dont think it really gets better than New Zealand, though South Africa is so much fun and has so much positive energy that I sometimes think I could live there.

I feel helpless. Nothing seems to matter anymore and I am starting to wonder if anything ever mattered. Because what happens when the riots are over? Are people going to stop killing each other? No. Is life going to be even incrementally better for the neighborhoods hit hardest by the riots? No. Nothing is going to get better because people don't want things to get better. We want to horde our resources. accumulate things, and defend what little we have the the exclusion of anything else. Nothing else matters. Community is an illusion.