Looking back, McMillan, who can be seen awkwardly laughing and smiling at the remarks in the video, says, “It was uncomfortable. In retrospect, I wish I handled it differently. But it felt like a no-win situation. So I just gritted my teeth and tried to get through.” Clattenburg says, “It was creepy and awkward but I just laughed it off. Then later on I realized, why does he get a free pass because he’s a rapper?”