this woman is a goldmine. i almost wish this was in the shoutout section.
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Right now I am the walking dead. A bruised and bleeding thing that want to feel love once more before they die. I grasp at anyone who walks by and plead with them to help me, but they push me to the ground in disgust. That is what I am today.
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This is a warning. From now on no Male who sends me a message will not have that message posted on my wall in it's entirety (name omitted). Since I have personally chosen to sacrifice myself upon the spiky Altar of Privacy, and have arisen unmarred, I will leave someone else's body there impaled upon my Red Flag.
"She shines
In a world full of ugliness
She matters when everything is meaningless...
Fragile
She doesn't see her beauty
She tries to get away
Sometimes
It's just that nothing seems worth saving
I can't watch her slip away...
-NIN
I heard this song when I was out jogging yesterday and the first part made me think of you. I know you don't think about me anymore."
I know what I'm doing today!
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I don't really mean this now. Anyone can message me if they want. I don't care.
Oh.
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Here's the lovely message I received this morning. Judge for yourself.
"What delusion and self-martyrdom. You are the worst enemy to your self-image. Its no one else's fault. This is probably a bad idea, but I type in hope that I may offer some helpful perspective, as I relate to the distortion of self. Its understandable when a spouse's neglect leads you to feel frustrated, and unattractiv...e. But its been obvious there is a much deeper issue afoot, from before we communicated.
HONESTLY, I am not romantically interested in you BECAUSE, even before we messaged, it was rather apparent that you are not in the healthiest emotional state... you come off much too desperate and volatile.
I assume from the moment a strange married woman sends me a friend request, she is dissatisfied in her marriage. Your pics were cute and you seemed intelligent (although I know from much online dating experience, it is best to reserve all judgement until you know someone in person- even a GREAT online connection can turn out quite the opposite in person). I wouldnt have accepted otherwise.
But I am afraid you ARE 'doing this wrong,' as in you are not being totally honest with yourself, and dont seem to know what it is you really want. You are trying too hard, because you feel desperate. But naturally, this scares people away. A needy person is more vulnerable and easily hurt, so it scares others away, from their own pre-guilt. It isnt that you are 'ugly,' but rather because no decent person wants to hurt or be hurt by someone wounded and angry, and especially when there are other lives to consider being intimately affected.
So consider how your situation looks to a guy you dont know on the web. It is so unfortunate that few of us find ideal marriages. . So I am a choosy beggar. I dont have much to bargain with, but I will avoid compromising again. Lashing out at strangers who politely reject advances, is a sign of very low esteem. And THATS the problem. But its best to maintain a little grace. As I am sure you are aware, you have to be ok with yourself first, before expecting someone else to be."
No that wasn't from me. I guess it's not making me a better person for posting this on a message board...this woman clearly needs help and actually that FB message was quite sensible. But I think it's too hilarious not to share here.