i dont know if its the summer weather or what... but holy shit im waking up in sweat

last night i went to tom thibodeau's apartment. just some shitty little cracker box outside of rockford. he was sitting on the couch with a ripped up tshirt on, yelling at the tv.

we got to talking and i asked him about everything that happened. it was all pretty normal, he said what i thought he would. he doesnt like rose either, saying his weird self rules really hurt the team. he was also bitching about how he was coaching a geriatric team that got hurt just running up and down the court.

we made fun of garpax a few times, then he got a call from some nba team for an interview so he had to go. we went outside and he got into a geo metro. i was laughing at him

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Pretty sure I heard Thibs on Mike & Mike this morning. Sounded like he was in studio, too.

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He was, although I didn't hear it.

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#ExtendLafleur
10 More Wins

He was and he took the high road. Said he is looking forward to his next coaching gig. He stated that he would do a few things differently but didn't really specify what it was that he'd do differently. After that he broke down last nights game.

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thibs talking like he never spoke in chicago... the guy sounds happy... huh...

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In the dream,did he talk about girls?

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favrefan said:"Chris Coghlan isn't gonna pay your rent, Jimmy."

no we didnt. he was a fat slob. i didnt even want to see his porn

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my god this is getting insane.

the other night i went to see the 'san andreas' movie, but it was one of those reinacted things where you go into this building and everything happens around you, like a huge haunted house or whatever. there was a nuclear meltdown below the building, and they told everyone to evacuate. knowing it was 'staged' i took my time until it was too late and they wouldnt let me out saying the meltdown was imminent. we all stood on top of the building and everything went white and suddenly were at a boat on the ocean coast, with a navyman telling us the meltdown spread across the entire country. best 'movie' i ever saw

and last night was... just, i dont know. that was something ive never experienced in a dream. it was so fucking insane words cant describe, so real i woke up not believing i was in a 'normal' world... it started when i was at this mansion and there was a dvd rental on the shelf. I popped it in the player and chose the first thing i saw, some naked chick. and suddenly i was inside the movie. there was this smokin hot submissive tall girl for half the night i fucked the shit out of, but later we went to the next room and there was a ton of peoples heads just rolling around on the floor... there was some dude just hanging people and cutting off body parts.. at some point i was back in the mansion but some of the lights were on and when i turned them off there would be others that would turned on. i went to try to turn the movie off but the menus kept changing and got really scary because it was like a jumanji thing, it just kept doing more things the more i tried to turn it off. at the end some dude raced in on a snowmobile and flew down to the basement, i thought he was the owner of the house but he just laughed really loud and i cant remember what he said, i woke up around that point. there was a ton more to it but its all blurry now... i felt like i didnt get a minute of sleep last night

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i dont know whats going on. although this is the longest i havent smoked weed since i was a teenager... its been like 5 months. well i had a hit a couple weeks ago and thought i was gonna die but other than that...

maybe all the thc is finally out of my fat cells and my brain is going haywire

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It was probably due to fatigue and changing time zones but I had a dream last night that there was a curse on my grandma that someone put on her back in the old country (even though my grandma was born here) that had been passed down to me and now was on my house. It was somehow reinitiated by something I brought back from my vacation and I had to return the item to break the curse. I was walking around in a daze after waking up.

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O judgment! Thou art fled to brutish beasts,
And men have lost their reason.

awesome. i think most people are too inebriated to have or remember dreams. i know i was for over a decade. pretty neat to have them back honestly.

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Dude that's the Brady Bunch Hawaii episode with that tiki thing.

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"Play until it hurts, then play until it hurts to not play."
http://soundcloud.com/darkside124 HOF 2013, MM Champion 2014

I had a dream last night where I had wooden teeth, and a hamburger was eating me!

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Waiting for the time when I can finally say
That this has all been wonderful, but now I'm on my way

i think god is telling me to start smokin weed again

last night i fell asleep thinking about how i finally stopped having insanely intense dreams, and sure enough i had the worst that night

this one was so real and fucked i knew i had to be dreaming yet i couldnt wake myself up or do anything about it.

i was in my apartment, and the neighbors cat came over. it was this huge tabby looking housecat but it had long claws like a racoon. i told it to leave and tried to kick it out the door then it attacked me. i went to grab it off my leg and it wrapped around my neck and i couldnt pull it off. it hurt, bad, and no matter how hard i pulled on it the fuckin thing wouldnt let go. i remember thinking "how in the hell is this cat this strong?.. no matter how hard i pull it wont get off me, and im starting to gush blood pretty bad".

i somehow got it on the floor but it still wouldnt let go of my arm. i used my free hand to pin its neck on the ground and started choking it. i had it pinned for like 5 minutes but it wouldnt die. it lost all its breath, its eyes were about to pop out, but it wouldnt die. i picked it up while still grasping its neck and held it out the window... at some point i was able to free myself and close the window. but by the time i got to my door to close it, it was there. we brawled again. this is when i thought to myself "this has to be a dream. I have never lost to a house cat". i remember the neighbors opening their door, and i told them 'get your cat inside'. they laughed, saying its a friendly cat and just closed the door. blood everywhere, my arms torn up and gashes on my neck i didnt know what to do.

then i woke up, COVERED in sweat. so bad i thought i pissed the bed. head to toe, i was soaked. this has never happened to me before. i truly do think jesus has returned and is urging me to inhale massive amounts of marijuana. fuck this sober shit

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