if we ever do a CSFMB footy meetup, god willing, your evening is on me. godspeed, KR!
btw say what you want about the CSFMB, but you've got 50+ brothrs down for the cause now.
sorry about my original babble but i got emo thinking about my 4thcoming loss and yeah... argh. nobody deserves this sort of shit, it's the type of stuff that makes you question god and go "what the fuck is wrong with You?" and rah rah rah.... but even if i have to go solipsism and deify myself to take over reality, there will be a heaven for you, me, and all of us. we all will be with our loved ones again, and if i'm wrong.... well i'm not wrong. nobody has ever been able to tell me that i'm wrong about heaven =D
by the time you read this i hope you're able to look back on the eternal love that you will always have with your wife (cuz as finite beings we masquerade as infinite by brandishing love) and know that she'll always be with you every step of the way. there is a meaning to life, there is a purpose.... and while i'll spare you the "god works in mysterious ways that we cannot possibly begin to undrstand" crap, i will say that it is better to have loved and lost than to not have loved at all, so at least you got to experience that realness for however long. if you're able to cherish and take with you those idyllic memories with your wife, then (especially if you have children) she'll always be with you and your mutual loved ones wherever you guys go.
always remember that she's with you until the end of time. you wouldn't be who you are today without her, and therefore she will always live on with you (and of course your children if you have any) ---- so yeah KR i hope to god you stay strong and like i said in the first line up there, if we ever do a CSFMB footy meetup if the gods of finance arent hating on then i'm gonna get you a nice steak dinner if you promise to withhold the boom.
good luck and godspeed, and like i said, no matter what the board has going on in terms of infighting/cliquing-up/circlejerking/yenta-festing, when shit like this happens you're going to find out that beyond all of our pettiness and bullshit you have 50+ brothers here who will alwyas have your back like that cuz we are good people; we are the CSFMB. and when you're one of us, yeah shit, i dont think you're ever going to be allowed to buy alcohol or food in our presence..... godspeed!
_________________ Curious Hair wrote: Les Grobstein's huge hog is proof that God has a sense of humor, isn't it?
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