Chas, let me start by offering my sincere condolences to you, and your family. I almost lost my little bro a few years ago. He was only 31 years old, and had a massive heart attack the day after Christmas, and almost died. It was to the point where the nurses asked me if I wanted the chaplain to read him his last rights. Second, what is obvious to everybody now is, I was the one who found the info. I sent a few PMs to people who I thought I could trust, which turned out to be a huge mistake. Despite the claims of some, I honestly had no intention of posting it on the board, and I thought the people who received these PMs, would get a chuckle out of it. I swear on the souls of my children, that I am not SJWplayer, the coward who posted your info publicly. Unfortunately, somebody took this opportunity to embarrass you, and throw me under the bus. I handed somebody a lighter, and he set the building on fire. So, I do have to accept some responsibility. I apologize not because of the heat I am facing, but I truly feel awful about the embarrassment this caused you. If you want to tell me to get bent, I understand. But just know that going forward, I will not fuck with you in any way. I need to be better than that.

Now, as far the mult is concerned, I will say this. This will be the last time I address this coward publicly. You threw me under the bus, so as long as this continues, I will be taking bullets that should be aimed at you. And that's fine. I can handle it. The part that really sucks from my perspective, is that until I know your identity, I can't trust anybody in that PM chain. That's unfortunate for people who didn't do anything but receive a PM. My natural instinct is to not trust people until they show me that they are worthy of my trust. Shame on me for not following my instincts, but what's done is done. I think I have it narrowed down to a few suspects, with one in particular. So, whoever it is, please reach out to me, so I don't have to distrust innocent people, including people who likely are your friends. Your identity will remain a secret, as every PM sent to me remains with me, and me only. Unless of course, bigfan was reading it.

I post this not to garner sympathy, or to be viewed as a sympathetic figure. But, rather to try to make this right. For those who want to continue to put me on blast, go for it. I can take it. But, at least get some new material, and stop making things up, and spewing falsehoods. Keep it real up in the field, aiiiite.